Day 96 – Inviting Good Ol’ Drinkie For A Chat
I find that the more I let go of alcohol and marijuana addiction, the greater the gravity I feel pulling me forward. I feel less anchored in the past or badgered by The Judge.
Day 88 – Drinkie’s Been Gagged But Is He Vanquished?
It’s almost as though Drinkie’s been gagged. I can hear his muffled voice sometimes trying to grab my attention, but his volume is so much lower he’s easy to ignore.
Day 105 – A Wonderful Whiff Of Weed For The Road
Then the smell of weed and stale bong water hit me in my nose with the force of Mike Tyson’s fist.
Day 61 – Staring Down the Long and Winding Road
However, it is my intention to turn down both the pot and the drinks since I’m determined to not ruin my marijuana free streak or fail at my first ‘Twice Lucky”. The long and winding road of temptation continues.
Day 16 – My Sinful Cravings Define Me Not
Over the long years, I have associated drinking alcohol with relaxation and the pleasure of drunken dopamine. Now I increasingly see my alcohol and marijuana cravings as gateways to sleep deprivation, hangovers, gastro intestinal issues, weight gain, bloating, brain fog, and general unpleasantness.