Day 97 – Taming My Crazy Monkey Mind
While Monkey Mind may still be giving me a run for my money, my old pal Drinkie has continued his slide into silence.
While Monkey Mind may still be giving me a run for my money, my old pal Drinkie has continued his slide into silence.
I keep telling myself that my goal, what I’d like to get out of daily meditation, is a much reduced and more controlled relationship with alcohol. Total abstinence is a last resort at this point. However, I never planned to stop smoking weed, yet here I am free of that monkey for the last 45 days. Who knows, there may come a time when alcohol leaves me in the same manner. If it does, so be it.
The Longevity Paradox has reminded me of the power of intermittent fasting, supplementation, endocrine disruptors, LPS’s, what NOT to eat, and a host of other useful information.
When you sacrifice and see results, that’s one thing, but to see negative results is, well, a recipe to drive you crazy. It’s just so unexpected. But you soldier one. You’re gonna lose some battles on your way to winning the war.
Enter meditation & RAIN. I started daily meditation practice exactly 157 days ago (as of the publication of this blog). And it’s been quite a journey. At day 35, I completely stopped smoking pot after being a near daily smoker for over two decades. By day 90 I had gone from drinking 5 nights a week to twice a month, and drinking half as much in a sitting (from 7-10 beers to 2-4). By day 140, I had lost 26 pounds.
“There is neither heaven nor earth,
Only snow,
Falling incessantly”
-Hashin
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